My Rejection
When the days become long and hot
And the sun again shows no mercy
The thought is burned into my head
The memory of my summer past
The painful ones I’d rather forget
These better ones I hardly know
My broken thoughts have pulled together
Time has slowly found its way
Well I bet you never understood
I’m guessing you were that blind
The things you did to kill my heart
When I needed you the most
The times when I would fight at home
Those days I bet you never cared
Did you care enough to look inside?
Pain was swelling in my eyes
My self had become lost in me
My soul had become unclear
Did you see the loss in me?
You never tried to help me find
When I only needed someone to hold
You went and ripped yourself away
When I was weak you struck me down
Did you ever even understand?
Even when I was falling after you
Did you catch me before I hit?
The nights I cried over my loss
I bet you never knew about those
But when I hit I stood right up
Hand by hand climbed out of pain
Now you want what you always had
What you selfishly gave away
I won’t let you drag me down again
I’m bruised but I’m not beaten
And this isn’t a hate letter, oh no
This is merely an explanation
