Shaded Heart

Restlessness tightens its grip on me
And deprives me of those dreams of you
A twilight now endures for days
Those questions burning inside my soul

The flame – freely burning at first
Through perseverance becomes controlled
A light that radiates a love for you
A love which is as true as the day

Within the stillness of this sanctuary
The seeds of love are sown
And gently nurtured to flowered life
Which blooms the image of my heart

She flows gracefully through my mind
Like that of a thousand rivers
Whose cool waters converge at my footsteps
Offering to me the very essence of life

She effortlessly breathes a sensual message
That transcends all my thoughts and words
Consisting of a pure perfection
That sends pleasure to my enamored mind

She sleeps upon a golden lining
Positioned deep within my heart
A place of refuge and serinity
Where innocence lives within her beauty

Love begins to slowly rise
Reflecting all its crystal beauty
Flowing from a heart so pure
That even angels show envy

A surging wave of perfect love
Crashes down upon the shore
Filled with this unstoppable force
Of our two inseperable hearts

I try to find the words to say
Exactly what I meant that day
There’s nothing else I’d rather do
Than spend the day alone with you

When it comes to my own heart
I never quite know where to start
You will always mean so much to me
It may be hard for you to see

I wish our nights would stand stilled
Making now those dreams fufilled
The days I’m waiting missing you
I wonder how I make it through

You wonder what my heart would say
If it could speak to you today
If nothing else I care for you
You alone; I know it’s true

Those crazy nights and longing days
I’m trapped within your mystic haze
A place of passion and surreal
A place I always want to feel

Echos sound across these walls
Reflecting thoughts I threw away
Burning imagines inflame my mind
As hate consumes my fading heart

Lonliness never seems to leave
Along with words I could do without
I spit the acid of rejection
At your lies and broken promises

Feelings plague this hallow soul
And I curse myself into hell
When voices sound in my direction
I’ll be too far gone to hear

When we see the light
And we say goodnight
I don’t want this to be the end

Can I stay a while
In sweet denial
It doesn’t have to be like this

Your lovely smile
Your tender kiss
All these things I have grown to miss

So I sing this song
And when I am gone
Will you sing it right back to me?

And now you’re gone
And it’s been too long
Since I could hold you in my arms

And it breaks my heart
When we’re apart
Won’t you come running back to me?

Well I’m still here
So do not fear
I love you still, I love you still

D ear so a precious love,
I nscripted with the edge of time
A re symbols of my joyous heart
M ade to last a lifetime
O ur souls now intertwine
N ot unlike a candle’s fire
D istinguishes from the darkest
S hadows of my love

Thoughts of you are flashing past my eyes
There’s something here I failed to realize
I’m wondering if this is still the end
But just so you know, I’d do it all again

Your hair falls into place
And my heart starts to race
The smoothness of your skin
Won’t you smile at me again?

And the nights with nothing else to do
I only know I want to be with you
My mind is numb and I can never think
When your love is on the brink

I want to put this pain aside
I want to forget about your lies
I want to hear your voice again
I want to be with you again, again

Your hands run down side
Makes me feel so alive
When you smile up at me
There’s no where I’d rather be

Thoughts are softly seeping through my brain
Violent stares at baron walls again
These desperate rings are ringing through my head
Wondering if I could really be this dead

Repulsive sounds now take on form
Reciting how I could ever be this torn
Acid tears are keeping me from sleep
With thoughts of things I dare not repeat

Broken words pierce through the heart
I’m holding in yet I’m falling apart
Selfdestruct at the wheel of my car
How could you set me this far?

I taste the sin inside my mouth
Blood from this wounded heart
Beating sanely its wicked life
On pounding drums roll death

Just between the solid beats
A moment of cold regret
But should I ever cast a blink
vengeance will surly come